Falling . . . . . . .

Have you ever had that feeling in your life like you took one step in a specific diretion and all the sudden you are falling someplace much different than you ever planned on being?

This past week we started thinking seriously about moving out of the apartments we are in and finding a house or another place to live. I think that the place we are in is making the girls and I sick. We have had coughs since we moved here and they just keep getting worse. It really worries me. We want to rent for a while until we can get some debts paid off and then buy a house. The market is definitely a buyers market here and the way things are working out we are looking at perhaps buying a lot sooner than we thought. It's all been a whirlwind lately and I am feeling pretty overwhelmed. All the sudden I am feeling like I have to be an adult much more than ever before. It's kind of scary. It is exciting, though. We want a house so badly.

I actually found one house that I really like. We are going to go see it on Monday. The people who are selling it are in a divorce situation so they really want to sell it. Right now the price is a little above our range but like I said, it is a buyer's market and I am certain that we can talk them down. We are also going to meet with teh owners and talk about renting it for a few months until we can get everything settled to buy and then take care of that. I am really scared that things aren't going to work out well but the one thing that gives me comfoft is that I know God's hand is in this. Too many things have worked out so perfectly that I know God has to be involved.